Winter’s Work

When the sky turns into grey

The bright blue begins to fade 
Striving ends another day 
Working tools are put away 

The bitter cold won’t cut me through 
Because my mind returns to you

While warming up in my old truck 
I’m thanking God for all my luck 
I see the gold that I have struck
The ties we have cannot be cut 

A million miles can’t hold me back  
I’m driving home to our old shack 

Through the wind they see me smile
Though the snow begins to pile
Work outdoors gets pretty wild
I think of you, it’s all worthwhile 

A hundred hours is just a blur.  
In our warm bed I feel you stir. 


The Drive

What if the world took time to understand

What goes on inside each other’s heart? 
Everyone tries in their own way 
To tame thoughts and yearnings
Steering ourselves toward appeasement  
Forced to hide behind our fears 
Building facades of many kinds
But no one is truly confident 
We preen an avatar
And send it out fiind the dream 
Then cause offenses along the way 
While attempting to reach it
Few understand how hard we try
If we stop reaching there’s a void
Is satisfaction a form of defeat?
It may be the goal of the icon
But a heart only wants to be loved 
And finding that knowledge carries us 
Beyond the anxious drive
Past the persona we present 


The Right Name

I gave it the works, flowers and gifts 

Humbled myself and took care of the rift
Didn’t intend to cause any pain
But my mouth had to slip and say the wrong name

love ya dear and will always be true
But my violets are red and my roses are blue
I’ll call you honey from now to the end
Cause I don’t want to be in the doghouse again.
My mother she did the same thing to me
To find the right name it always took three
But a lover will kill if you go through a list
So you better use babe or you’ll never see bliss. 
I love ya dear and will always be true
But my violets are red and my roses are blue
I’ll call you honey from now to the end
Cause I don’t want to be in the doghouse again


It Starts With Joy

To know a loved one is happy

Is the best feeling I know
A heart can be truly content 
When a friend has joy to show
This is the essence of love 
It isn’t in action alone 
But to care for another soul
As much as you care for your own 
Giving is more than a gift 
Beauty is more than a look 
It starts with joy inside 
Flowing serene like a brook 
If I was to lay down my life
It wouldn’t be for money or fame 
But to give my love a life of joy
I would endure any pain
 
 

Goodwill to Men

The history of man always includes his search for origins. It is natural to try and figure out where we came from and why we are here. The most primitive view is one of an impersonal god such as a tree god, a mountain or simply a chance with numbers gave us life. This keeps us as a part of a system with no responsibility but to survive in our ecosystem. But it still begs the question of why we feel responsible as the managers of this earth. Did we just pick that up by some sort of evolution? This view is lacking since there seems to be a sense of justice and nobility in all of us and there are nuanced beauties along with a complexity of functions that an honest person cannot explain with an impersonal entity. At its worse it has an essence of kill or be killed; do whatever it takes to survive and improve our species.

So the next step in logic would be to think of a creator that has similarities to us but is superior. Societies each ended up with their own version of this personal god and his level of involvement in people’s lives. This view eventually gave way to a god who is just, perfect and eternal. Claims about interaction naturally sprung from this, along with how to right the injustices of the world. At its worse, it had elites that claimed they had it in with this god. Claims could be made of of a superior race or revelations resulting in genocide or blood sacrifice of animals and people. Numerous views of gods of this kind were scattered throughout different societies. This was tolerated in different forms for most of human history because a personal and just god makes sense. That is until an alternative view arrived.

A good story always has someone making personal sacrifices for others. The ultimate sacrifice is one’s own life. But even more than that, we value our own children’s lives above our own. A baby was born outside of nobility for the express purpose of going beyond class, race and notions of justice. Someone as valuable as God’s son born in a manger, subject to a poor family in tumultuous times. This perfect and just God, rather than demanding justice, giving, in a beautiful gesture of goodwill and peace. Whether you believe all the details or not, the story does have a certain beauty to it. So we give gifts following the same mindset. Sacrificing for each other as a gesture of goodwill and peace.

 

Time and Answers

Some things are impossible to explain to others
Knowing someone so well that the words romance, love and commitments are inferior.
What is understood takes on all of life and it’s incidentals,
It envelopes past, present and future 
Conversations put life in perspective and settle the soul
There are no words that describe it sufficiently 
So it has to be kept inside to avoid misunderstanding
How can others expect to understand?
They want to keep what years have earned and rightly so
We wait, hope and wonder what to do with ourselves 
While giving the respect and honor that is due. 
Yet, while being just, there is a feeling of injustice and pain. 
That something so valuable might be cast aside. 
Or characterized as discontentment, boredom or malice. 
Asking time to figure it all out
Hopefully it knows what it is doing. 






Etched in Stone

Held in words, our feelings go  

Thoughts we have and what we know
Words left unsaid have value too
Time comes along, brings words anew 
What’s been said is etched in stone 
Up in the hills for us alone 
In this valley there’s much to do
I look up there and think of you

We form words in picture form
To help us through, and brave the storm
They speak aloud without a sound
Give us peace when we lay down 

What’s been said is etched in stone 
Up in the hills for us alone 
In this valley there’s much to do
I look up there and think of you


 









 

Juggling

I thought love was like bowling

With gutters and strikes 
The ball comes back 
And you get another try
But it’s really more like juggling
We toss desires up
While hoping to catch another 
So much going on at the same time
Don’t miss or it hurts!
Smash a toe
And look like a fool 
But smile and wait for applause 
You’re styling 
When it’s finally successful 

Toward the Light

I turned my mind to the past 

Nothing lasts, it went too fast 
Tried to see on down the road 
It’s dark and cold, so I’m told 
So I’m heading toward the light 
And my heart is in control 
We’ll meet again, don’t say goodby
No need to cry,  we can’t deny
The future bids and we obey
Then step away with things to say  
I’m heading toward the light 
And my heart is in control 
It all works out before the end
Time’s a friend, the wounds will mend
Darkness leaves and love will shine
Gives us a sign, it will remind
I’m heading toward the light
and my heart is in control.