Can Love be True?

The My heart needs answers

It’s desperate to know about love 
I’ve searched till I lost my mind 
The answers stayed out of reach
I’d ask the man on the mountain 
But since he is always alone 
How could he know?
Man in all his knowledge 
Has no idea.
It can’t be an emotion
Since it has both delight and pain
It can’t be a passion
Since it always does what’s best
It can’t be logical 
Because no one can figure it out
It can’t be an instinct 
We abandon all security for it
It can’t be obligation 
We could make a contract with anyone
These are things it cannot be
It is very stubborn
It is  inconsiderate
It is untimely
And it tempts us to lie
How can love be the greatest  experience?
Maybe I am asking the wrong question
Can love be true?
Love transcends all reason 
It is higher than passion
Far above emotion and logic
Beyond true and false 
It is tied to our very existence 
Why am I here? 
Am I in love? 
The questions are similar  
We are to love our neighbors
Respecting their existence
But there is that one in a million
Who shares a single existence 
Mirrored images 
Beyond any relationship
Both are amazed by it 
There exists no doubt once discovered
The question is what to do with it.
Here is what love says:
When you are happy 
Know I am pleased
When you are sad
Know that I care
When you celebrate
Tip one for me
You are never alone 
Now that you know
My door is always open 
And so is my heart.







 

Who Could Have Known

They both had restless hearts

Life was passing by
A stirring deep inside
They wanted a reason why

On a morning marked in time
Arrived two searching hearts
Glad to share their lives
But they didn’t expect to start

Who could have known 
They’d fall in love 
It wasn’t supposed to be
Time couldn’t give enough
Desire became a need

We all want a little adventure
Some travel the world to find 
But no place on earth compares
To what goes on between two minds

Everyone passed the blame
But they only wished to see
If dreams could just come true
Is that such a selfish thing? 

Who could have known?



The Note

With high expectation and hope  

There was so much to say 
So I wrote a note
It had highlights of my life
And a few jokes
I waited patiently to listen and tell
Every delightful thing in life
That all is well
I poured a cup of coffee and sat
Excited to delve
But I was assailed and hit instead 
I didn’t know what I was doing
This tender heart bled
My smile fell onto the floor
Hope fled
Characterizations so far from the truth 
Delight became reason for war 
But I asked for a truce
Words were snares to hurt 
I gave no excuse
It is hard for a dreamer to comprehend 
love and kindness as destruction. 
I was losing my mind trying to mend
Reality forced itself on me
Yet dreams don’t end
I straightened my shoulders and arose
Hope was hiding under the couch
It wasn’t lost as I had supposed
But the note with so much delight
was disposed. 


 

Cleaning Our Environment

In the recent past, I have engaged current environmentalists in discussions that turn into debates. Usually both sides agree to disagree. A better way to address the subject of the environment is to give a biography both of myself and the environmental movement that I have experienced.

Growing up in the sixties and seventies was an exciting time. Conventional wisdom was being challenged in numerous areas; the sexual revolution, Vietnam and the environmental movement to mention a few. Problems from industrial pollution were evident in the Great Lakes. Michigan was an industrial giant but it came at a cost. But it wasn’t just industry that was polluting, but every day people threw their garbage out the windows of their cars; we buried our own garbage in our back yards and dumped used oil, anti-freeze, paints and thinners on our dirt driveways. Some homes had a long black streak of oil on the road in front of their homes as dust control. Sewage was directly drained into rivers and lakes. We had a favorite lake to swim in and it became so nasty with sledge and bacteria that the community closed and abandoned the beach area. Municipalities dumped the city waste directly into the Great Lakes and the surrounding rivers. Local counties allowed oil companies to spread their waste on the dirt roads for dust control. The smell burned our noses when I was a kid. Smoke stacks billowed out smoke and the ash particles settled on the surrounding areas. This was considered a reasonable cost for advancing civilization. Better to run sewer in river than have thousands of outhouses and third world conditions in our cities.

In the early seventies, Richard Nixon signed the law that formed the EPA. This allowed federal law to enforce standards for our environment. There were laws made before and after but this formed a federal entity to help out the states. Taxes and costs were cheaper for states that had no standards so we needed something to make it the same for everyone. This way the negligent communities didn’t put the diligent ones out of business. Stacks could no longer produce smoke and every area had to submit plans for controlling waste. Anything that could make it into the watershed, representing our rivers and lakes, had to be purified first. I grew up with strong environmental opinions and surprisingly the answer for us then was nuclear power. My spare time was spent drawing their systems out and designing nuclear cars. I was a weird kid.

My dad helped build a nuclear plant right next to a big city in Michigan. The company was building it to be environmentally responsible. The Three Mile Island incident caused an outcry against the plant. It was abandoned, my dad lost his job and they turned it into a natural gas power plant years later. It was an expensive lesson for the ratepayers in our state and the company. But they were just trying to be responsible with the environment.

I entered the workforce in the oilfield. Just before I started, they could drill a well by just mixing mud and digging a pit. It was thought that the waste put on top of the ground would stay there. Ever since the forties, everything was just buried after the job was done. No one worried about ground water. We could just start drilling away. That had changed. We were mandated to put extra pipe as a shield, approved lined pits, waste removal and no oils of any kind could be dumped out to soak into the ground. The companies spent millions cleaning up old messes from the previous generation. The town I lived in received Superfund money to clean up an old factory area.

After this time, I saw clean roadways; rivers and lakes clean up; the air quality around industrial areas improved greatly. Lead was banned from fuels and car exhaust was cleaned up. Our environment was cleaned up exponentially and the sacrifices given by the environmental movement back then were worth it. Everywhere you go, from a body shop to any large industry, you will see awareness and a commitment to keep our environment clean. That’s where I have my roots and in the next blog I will address environmentalism today.

Seeking the Impossible

Make her the queen when you’re alone

Keep the flower shop number close to the phone

Say a kind word, how lovely she looks 
Her favorite wine and favorite book
It’s easy to show your affection
But how do you fall out of love?
They say giving it distance is the best
But a heart gets anxious and cannot find rest
You can make a demand that cannot be met
Or think up a bad that you cannot forget 
We always give hope to a lover
But how do you fall out of love? 
When the fire has been your home
The world outside is heartless and cold
Your mind always goes to the warmth of the flame
Inside your soul it’s never the same
You’re seeking the impossible 
When you ask to fall out of love. 

Courage

Two men stood together in arms
Both had their start on a dairy farm
One came to fight another day
The other one fought to be carried away
And the hero’s first name was Dave
Everyone knew he was brave
He stood up and he charged 
Making strides that were large 
But his feet ended up in a grave
The cautious man’s name was Howard 
Dave thought he fought like a coward
He ducked and he rolled
But still he was bold
Determined his feet would move onward
Thats the good thing about fear
The cautious one Howard’s still here 
He had the courage to live a long llife
With no need to be chevalier 
As these two went off to war
Which of them loved life more?

Perfection

A walk through  

The thronging crowds 
Their porcelain cheeks
Looking proud
Dreams of popularity 
Based on expectations
A nod from their peers
Nothing but perfection
How can I find my love
In this sea of cherubs?
But when she walks in
They are put to shame
It isn’t in the similarities
But how she is different
Flaws to them 
Are beautiful to me 
It is the same way 
When it comes to souls
There is a perfect standard
But it is in the mistakes
That I find beauty
A wrong word 
A moment of passion
Only make me smile 
True love is the admiration
Of imperfection
 







 

The Best Thoughts

The best thoughts are the deepest

From the infinate depth of our souls
But deep feelings are toughest
Impossible to let go 
When the well of passion is disturbed
Good and bad lose their meaning
Every rule we live by upturned
Nothing to justify the feelings
But we savor them anyways
And the cycle is hard to break
Why should something so good
Be so damn hard to take.