It’s all that I can do
To hold it all inside
I tightly cross my arms
Maybe I can hide
Some claim to understand
Their smiling sweet intent
While I explode inside
With no way to vent
Some may look at me
As nothing but trouble
I’ll stick those who know me
And let them all grumble
My deepest thoughts reside
apprehensions and fears
The more I am pushed
Realities are clear
But I will hold my dreams
Knowing someone’s near
While we dance inside
Until that time is here.
The Rational Element 