Hibernation

You might think its frozen

You might think its dark
But underneath the tundra 
There’s a world that’s going to start

Tangled in the winding roots
The mighty maple tree
Has hidden maple sweetness
The thaw is going to free

The fox, the shrew the toad
Are sleeping in their dens
Waiting in earth’s warmth
For wind and cold to end

In their winter hives
Thousands hibernate
The bees aren’t very busy
They’re not a bit irate

Roofs and golden glass
Are holding up the snow
We snuggle under quilts 
And dream of where we’ll go. 

Mountain Paths

We enjoyed living in Casper Wyoming for a while. It represented a big change when the business failed. One of our favorite things to do was to climb the mountain south of town. There were paths called switchbacks that went back and forth so you didn’t have to climb a steep incline. At the top is a gully there was a waterfall. The descent on the other side of the gully was beautiful as well. It was only a four mile walk.

When I think about past successes and failures, life is similar to following mountain paths. There is anticipation, excitement of arrival and the decent. People have a hard time believing some of the things we have done, the businesses that we either ended because they were outdated or we lost interest; had major changes in employment. At the time it seemed all hell was breaking loose and there was no hope. Everything ended in opportunity though. Always having things secure can be boring and the insecurities, although nerve wracking, bring excitement to our lives. We need challenges and I have seen that a complacent lifestyle is the most unhealthy lifestyle to live. Technically, there is no such thing as failure; as long as we enjoy the scenery.

The Honor System

This post  isn’t always going to be the theme here but just happens to be on my mind at the moment. (there is no telling what is going on in there at any given time) I welcome any subject, but I don’t like parroted opinions. We are all thoughtful friends here. And I like to hear “your” thoughts.

The auto parts store had a little display of candy where you take one and insert a dollar into the cardboard box. The honor system; how I wish everyone was honest, and it is ideal when people have transactions where both parties come out happy. If all our dealings with each other were always just, we would have a friendly and content society. Unfortunately we aren’t all angels and need to have some kind of legal system to correct injustices. This is what is meant by government. It has necessary applications, but historically, it also has abusive extremes.

I remember going to a practitioner when I was a kid. The doctor in the town knew every family and saw them grow up. I took my boys in to one such doctor and he laughed at how each one looked like each family. One like his mother’s and the other like his father’s. This kind of friendship is what makes communities strong and also makes for a strong country. We would write a check for a doctor’s call and that was it. He would give you a break if he knew you were struggling. I had surgery myself at six at a school that was for training and a community member drove me there only because she cared about my appearance. A strong community like that will go to war with a certain ferocity. That is why the WW2 soldiers were so revered. When someone mentions love of country, it isn’t a brainwashed term. It is to preserve and honor people we know in our community so they can continue to help each other. That is what is meant by living in freedom and pursuing happiness.

Swaying

As I lay upon the leaves

And stare up in the trees
Watch the way they sway
The clouds, the passing day
My heart begins to soar
In heavens open door
Wondering what its like
To spread my wings in flight 
I’ll do the next best thing
Since I have no wings
Find the biggest tree 
A top that’s hard to see 
Then jump and if by chance
Grab the lowest branch
And with a little luck
My hands will pull me up
As the climbing starts
I hug a little bark
When the branches stop
I’ve made it to the top
A captain on the sea
I’m swaying with the tree 
The trees and sky I find
Are happy being mine

The Rain will Fall

I took a journey

through a hard dry land

To sacrifice my wants
While everyone frowned
I exchanged a dream
for futility and pain
My tears were ignored
Instead I was mocked
Success within reach
But I couldn’t drink of it
Else others would dwell
in the desert with me
Wagging tongues
Demanded I bow to their tales
But they will never see it
I may be a mess  
My heart a disaster 
But this is a familiar place 
I know the landscape
of broken dreams
I bear the scars 
from previous travels 
Today is different  
I am battle hardened
And sure footed
I know that rain falls
after every drought. 
The ground will soften
flowers will grow 
And dreams are renewed. 
For those who will live. 






Held Inside

Before there were phones we had care 

Love would arrive
hearts were aware

Though it’d be long we would part
Carry someone
deep in our hearts

We had memories to carry us through 
Thinking old times
Dreaming of new

Words and chatter
Really don’t matter
What we hold inside doesn’t change

In a Cell

On goes the light
So goes my life
But the icons are blank
As are my feelings
Nothing to stir my heart
No one wants to impose
Just me and my colored screen
Along with the merchants
Who make me feel used
With their free apps
Electrons and radio waves
Anticipation
Could a warm embrace
A smiling face
A touch of skin
Conversation
Heal this…
Wait!
Gotta go
Incoming text 🙂

Just Me

Everything makes me smile

I look at things as a child
If I hold back 
My face will crack 
everything makes me smile

I can’t help but laugh 
Everything is a gaff
I’m doing my best
But it’s all in jest 
I’m trying not to laugh

My legs just want to dance
Whenever they get the chance
Sometimes when I sit
They both have a fit
My legs just want to dance

I sing when I’m alone
Strangers think I’m stoned
I’m not crazy you know
But I’m doing a show
I sing when I’m alone







Will

My body likes to whine

It likes to stay in bed
It doesn’t like to work
It wants to be well fed

My mouth loves to talk
It cannot make it short
If you speak to me
I’ll have a quick retort

This ego wants to show
The world that I’m the best
It’s going to prove it so
And never gives me rest

My heart has longings too
That can’t be satisfied
Despite  what I’m given
Desires just won’t subside

I also have a will
That’s going to make it right
It’s stubborn and it’s tough
And smiles at a fight

It doesn’t have a fear
Laughs at time and space
And if I have to crawl
I’m going to win this race 

Snowflake

In a billowing cloud 

Among the mist
One droplet of water 
Enjoys the flight
Not trapped in an ocean 
A river or sea
Or horribly trapped
Under the Dark ground
Instead it is free
Far above the earth.
An icy wind blows
A turbulent storm
A delightful change
It becomes a snowflake
Unique like none other
No longer a plain drop in the mist
Now tumbling and floating 
Riding the winds
That is how I want to be
Unique and free
Riding the wind instead of 
Stuck in the dark
I could skim the drifts
And swirl around
Then settle on an eyelash 
And become a tear